So, i've been demoeing for almost 3 years by now. Mostly Oanda, and i think I am doing ok. I trade only interest-positive pairs, several at a time, and have usually enough leverage to withstand a 1000+ piploss on each and all of them . the thing is, I cant bring myself to open a real account. Not that I dont have the money or not being able to lose it, just cant make a decision. May be my depression is a reason why. Did anyone have a similar expierence?