DislikedIt seems that you know what all your problems are. It also seems that you simply seek attention and want someone to wallow with you in your own self-pity.
As you know what your difficulties are then simply set about correcting them. Or you could simply lay about and call yourself stupid
Maybe you are..... IDK
get a grip tough love mi amigo
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and I won't lay about and call myself stupid (not because of forex anyway ;-)) - I spent two years practising forex, reading, trading, testing and I don't want to turn back after I got so far
On my way to financial independence - if others can do it - I can do it