So I recently returned to trading. Learned a lot of new information. Started trading. First I did bad, then good, then really good and then really really bad. That's your regular roller coaster of a noob. Not only my account is a roller coaster, but my emotional status as well. Luckily my account is at breakeven now LOL. Well, today I think I finally discovered a new emotional feeling you can achieve in trading.
Decided to trade the Canadian interest rate news. I entered the trade and I was down immediately 20 pips. Like WTF. Spread was around 1.4 well I guess my broker "forgot" to update the spread lol. Closed my trade for a quick 45 pip loss.
Usually the emotions I would feel during trading are happy, exited, mad, angry, anxious, frustrated, depressed...you know, the regular. After this trade I didn't feel any of them. My emotional status was "I DON'T GIVE A FUCK!!!". Right now I am feeling the same way. I don't give a fuck if I lose, I don't give a fuck if I win, I don't give a fuck if I miss an opportunity, I don't give a fuck if a winning trade becomes a losing one, I don't give a fuck if a losing trade becomes a winning trade...I JUST DON'T GIVE A FUCK anymore! I guess all my emotion just went to fuck off somewhere...
Placed a new trade, set my TP and SL and closed the charts. And you know what, if I lose, no fucks given, if I win, no fucks given.
Decided to trade the Canadian interest rate news. I entered the trade and I was down immediately 20 pips. Like WTF. Spread was around 1.4 well I guess my broker "forgot" to update the spread lol. Closed my trade for a quick 45 pip loss.
Usually the emotions I would feel during trading are happy, exited, mad, angry, anxious, frustrated, depressed...you know, the regular. After this trade I didn't feel any of them. My emotional status was "I DON'T GIVE A FUCK!!!". Right now I am feeling the same way. I don't give a fuck if I lose, I don't give a fuck if I win, I don't give a fuck if I miss an opportunity, I don't give a fuck if a winning trade becomes a losing one, I don't give a fuck if a losing trade becomes a winning trade...I JUST DON'T GIVE A FUCK anymore! I guess all my emotion just went to fuck off somewhere...
Placed a new trade, set my TP and SL and closed the charts. And you know what, if I lose, no fucks given, if I win, no fucks given.